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Welcome to my blog about life as a writer and the craziness it involves with struggles of daily life. Make yourself at home but only if you don't mind a little messiness from time to time. This isn't the Home and Garden blog or Martha Stewart so don't expect cute little crafts with homemade goodies. That's not happening in the world of vamps, weres, and other things that go bump in the night...well...maybe homemade blood cakes topped with 'scream a la cream' sweetness along with the sexy alpha males who serve it up.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Manic Monday...new beginnings with lack of control




Well, it's been a while since I've posted anything on the blog.  I apologize for the neglect.  Yet, it's a new day and with that being said, I believe in new beginnings and vast opportunities over the horizon. 

The past few years have been a whirl wind of chaos, anxiety, and excitement all wrapped up into one huge ball of emotions.  While dealing with personal demons, college courses and exams, home life, and writing manuscripts, I've learned more of my inner strength and what I do and do not want or need within my life. 

I honestly can say that as I get older, the more simplified I love my life.  I don't want or need any drama and I don't need all the extra 'fluff' from the non essentials; such as things that don't make me happy or bring me fulfillment. 

With that being said, I try not to worry about things beyond my control as well.  As I recently obtained a Bachelor of Science in Education, doubts enter my mind pertaining to the job market for teachers within my state.  With so many teachers getting 'pink slips', there tends to bring a sense of concern regarding the lack of teaching positions available. 

I also fight the insecurities of writing the stories I love and achieving my goal of being a published author.  However, these frustrating bouts of doubt cannot hold a place within my daily life.  It's fruitless and waste of time.  It's true that I can't control what publishing agent or editor will love my stories but I can control how I deal with it and push forward towards my dream.





Life happens around us all the time.  Sure the good events elevate us on a new platform; yet, the bad events catapults us either further towards our goals or away from them.  It's how we deal with those 'not so great and uncontrollable moments' that determines how well we'll maneuver throughout this life and ultimately succeed.

Well, there you have it.  Yep, it's crazy right now for me but hey that's definitely the pot calling the kettle black there.  Anyway, I may not know what's around the bend in the road but I believe without a shadow of doubt that pushing on makes the curve in the road not seem so danger and unyielding at times. 

Have a great day everyone and God bless.

HUGS,

JD :)

6 comments:

  1. Welcome back, Kellie.

    You have a great philosophy. Continue to keep believing that doors are open and each beginning is a new opportunity.

    Best of luck with your writing, I know you'll make it happen.

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  2. Fake it 'til you make it, baby! Sometimes, when life is at it's craziest, we become our strongest, and when all is said and done, we become our wisest.

    You definitely have the right/write attitude. Keep moving forward.

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  3. Thanks, ladies, for the words of encouragement and the warm welcome back. Love you, gals.

    HUGS,
    JD :)

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  4. JD,

    I LOVED your post and right now it makes complete sense to me! I'm so glad that we all have each other to share these moments of doubt and anxiety with b/c otherwise we would all be morose and out of whack!

    You WILL make it happen, just like all of us WILL!

    Thanks for the beautiful words and HUGS
    Trish

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  5. Thank you, Trish. Yes, I know I'm blessed to have such a great support system of my wonderful peers. I truly believe we all will make it happen too!

    HUGS,
    JD :)

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  6. Nice to see a new post! I know life has been up and down for you but am so happy that you're figuring out what you do and don't want in your life. That is so important! I know you'll be a success at whatever you want to do, and that you have the strength to handle whatever life throws your way. HUGS!!

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